My name is Bess Curle, but this is not my
story． It is the story of my lady Mary, Queen of
Scots．She wrote the story, and then she gave it
to me． I am going to give it to her son．
She began the story a week ago． It was January 1587, and we sat here in our cold room
in Fotheringhay Castle, in the north of England． We
couldn't see much from the window．One or two
houses, a river, some trees, some horses, and a road． That's all．
The road goes to London, the home of Queen
Elizabeth of England． Mary sat with her little dog in her hands
and watched it, all day long．
No one came along the road． Nothing happened． I watched
Mary, unhappily．
'Please, Your Majesty, come away from that
window,'I said．' It doesn't help． No one is going to come． Queen
Eliza-beth can't do it—Queens don't kill Queens．'
'Don't they, Bess? 'Mary said．'Then why are we here, in this prison?Why am I not
free? '
'Why, Your Majesty?Because Queen Elizabeth
is afraid of you．'
'That's right,'mary said．'She's afraid of me, and she hates me too． She hates me because I am beautiful, and she is not;
because I had three husbands, and she never married．And because many people—good
Catnolic people in England,France,Scotland,Spain—say that
I, Mary, am the true Queen of England, not Elizabeth．And Elizabeth has no chil-dren, so, when she is dead,
my son James…'
She came away from the window and stood in
front of me．'James, 'she said quietly, 'my son．does he think about me sometimes? He was only ten
months old when I last saw him it is nearly twenty years…'
'Of course he thinks about you, your
Majesty, 'I said 'You write to him often．how can he
forget his mother? '
'Then why doesn't he write to me? 'Mary
asked．'Does he want me to say here in an English
prison? '
'No, of course not, Your Majesty． But—he has a lot of work, Your Majesty．He is the King of Scotland, and…'
'He is not the King of Scotland,Bess,'she
said．'Not before I am dead．Remember that．'
'No, Your Majesty, of course not． But perhaps people tell him things that are untrue． You know what people say． Per-haps—perhaps he
thinks you killed his father．'
Mary's face went white．she was very angry, and for a minute I was afraid．She said: 'You know that's a lie, Bess．It is a lie! I did not kill James's father—I knew nothing about it! '
'I know that, Your Majesty．But perhaps James doesn't know it．he hears so many lies, all the time He needs to know
the true story．Why don't you write, and tell him? '
Mary sat down slowly． She looked old and tired．'All right, Bess,'she said．'Give me a pen, please． I'm going
to write to James, and tell him the true story． You can
give it to him when I'm dead．'
'Dead, Your Majesty? Don't say that You
aren't going to die,．'
Her old, tired eyes looked at me．'Yes I am, Bess． You know
what is going to happen． One day soon, a man is going to bring a
letter from Queen Elizabeth． And then her men are going to kill me． But before I die, I would like to write to my son
James． I want to tell him the story of my life．So give me a pen, please．'
I gave her a pen. This is what she wrote...