We wake up · tears fell
2011级（10）班[毕业]
卓星妤
2011-12-09 22:18
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"Our dear John!" PeiShan voice in the ear ring. "No!"I woke up, and found that, all of this is a dream.
Tears fuzzy eye, seem to see PeiShan smile, absence of refuse.
Spirit trance, as if return six grade--
The teacher seems to know we will dear John, the PeiShan transferred to the other groups. I feel so all right, so that then broke up embarrassing. Not until noon she didn't come to me. When school finishes at noon, I walk on the way home, water fiber catch me from behind. "Are you all right?" "It's ok."
Afternoon just calm. I think it will have been calm down, have never thought before school, water fine said to me a words, let me feel very confused: "she didn't let us be sisters, had to write" Happy Girl ", her so indifferent, afterwards, that she wanted to go help name, and she also no matter. It has no heart, even two years......" I don't want to recall, I'm afraid I will cry. Friendship, really so vulnerable?
Afternoon self-study, water fine writing a note to me: you said or am I? I certainly understand what she meant, but, "dear John" this two word that how can I write of hand? I looked at her one eye, two people's eyes are written with pain. Look PeiShan turned her head, a pair of innocent look. I take out a note--
"One thing I want to say to you......"
"What?"
"We plan and you......" "Dear John" two words how also can't write about it.
"Dear John" is just a moment, from her back to the note, looking at the two words on paper, I stay.
Instead she so simple: dear John, I was sad. I see her one eye, found her face whatever.
The next day, it was Friday, I decided to PeiShan talk about water and fiber. Before school, we sit in the stations, a moment of silence, very embarrassed. "Sandy......" I gently break the silence, "you know we seek you to stem?" "Of course." She gently replied, with my face hang to smile, don't know why, is want to smile. And a moment of silence, we cut out assignments, side to write, talk to one side. I and fine deliberately in front of her passed a slip, to draw her attention. I thought she would take the note question us, but she didn't. Later, I and fine go first, she didn't look at us, and just play with mobile phones. In the evening, I Q, there was a message: I know you are what to write. Know a ghost.
Fine and I said: "I asked bashan:" why five grade you will join us. "
She simply back: "don't know."
The "don't know" contains many meanings.
May be the "don't know", she did not pay sincerely.
Even if no really, it is impossible to throw rubbish can be as away, is still playing for two years.
It turns out she can really. "
"I want to say this, if the two words, she has reaction, she has hurt, not give expression, I can be and she and good.
But she didn't, she can to we shape with stranger. That we are in fear of what?
I am not afraid of her to me angry questioned, also not afraid she cry, I most afraid of her like that, she doesn't matter like this. I don't want to speak to anyone us. I now can laugh at themselves in the mirror of the smile, laugh and I would look at the wrong person, laugh this is the so-called friend, I want to cry, but don't know why I did not cry out.
I very want to her took note question me, but she will be? To all friends doesn't matter. I wonder if it is our friendship. "I ask myself," two years, we do not see through her, why? "
Remember later, sandy asked me: "I just do the surface kung fu, my heart, you don't see through. Don't answer you, I just inner cry, sad I... why?"
I said simply: "are you don't let us see through."
And I think we may be able to do nothing had happened, but a broken heart, how to compound? I really don't want to.